Saturday, April 18, 2015

Something on the mind.

So I'm taking a break from a homework assignment to really get some things out that have really been on my mind the last couple days. Yes you might be thinking, if she is taking a break from homework, this might be really important to Angela…..

As many of my close friends know that my husband and I had tried forever to get pregnant and stay pregnant after our oldest daughter. We had three miscarriages in between our two girls. My body kept rejecting the babies like blood clots. So with that I had to be on medication ASAP when I got pregnant and during. With our son, our mid deployment present, I almost lost him around ten weeks and once again I was on meds but was put on bed rest. 

With all of our struggles, I still want another one but I know it's not physically possible after my L&D with our son and also now my husband has gotten fixed. MEN!

I lately see people getting pregnant like they just ordered a pregnancy with their morning coffee and it kills me to know how many of my friends haven't been able to enjoy even just one child. I would give anything to have them just to be able to have that moment of feeling the baby kick, holding him or her at birth. Hearing that first cry, and changing the millionth diaper at 4am. 

Recently a friend of mine is on her one year mark of finding out she was pregnant but soon loosing the only child she has ever been able to carry and it breaks my heart. I wish we could say or do something to take that pain away from friends. What the hell can you do? All you can do is pray to whatever God you believe in and put them in it every night that they get their prayers answered. 

So my question for you, have you ever wanted something so bad for a friend or loved ones that you would do whatever it took to help them? How do you help them through the hard times to get them to the laughing so hard you cry and squirt a drink out your nose times? 

--Angela

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